So anyway, Jay and myself went to Eddie’s and Cineworld last night. He learned how into a movie I get and I learned that he hates anything banana flavoured, or orange or apple (except orange and apple juice).
I made him laugh at one stage.
It’s killing me though that he doesn’t like public displays of affection. We were walking around the outside of the park and all I wanted to do was put my arm around him but i didn’t because I knew he wouldn’t want me to. I just hate the whole “look but don’t touch” thing.
I suppose that’s part of why I don’t want to go official, that and I’m worried that the reason he’s moving so fast is to make it easier for himself when he decides to come out. I’m not saying I think that’s the only reason he’s with me, just it might be why he’s so enthused. The big problem is I’m falling in love with him, I’m trying not to, well at least to slow it down but it’s like god took a check-list from me and landed him here.
Time will tell anyway.